神の恩寵の中で生きている

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私のSAPICA(札幌地下鉄に乗れるカード)は

自動課金になっている。

スーパーで買い物するのに

よく使うWAONも。

それを、「ピッ」ってならして

改札を通るとき。

「ワオン」って鳴かせて❓

決済するとき。

毎回、所得源の夫に

「ありがとう」って念❓を飛ばしてる。

毎回、思い出すから。

毎回、有難いなぁって思うから。

＊

最強の毒母であるおかーちゃんのことも。

沢山感謝できることがあって。

折にふれ(というかほぼ毎日)思い出しては、

あーコレもおかーちゃんのお陰だなぁ、

って思う。

＊

自分のルーツや近親だけでなく

今ある環境もすべてが

#本当は奇跡。

生活に流されて

色んなことを当たり前と思いがちだけど。

水が出るのがありがたいのは

昨年の地震で停電になって

思い出したね。

お湯が出るようになって、

お風呂に入れたのも

夢のようだった。

＊

忘れないでいたいね。

日常のすべては

有難いことの山盛りだってことを。

すべてがあっての

今、この時代で、

今、この私だってことを。

神の恩寵の中で生きているということを。

#札幌円山原生林

#札幌水天宮昇殿参拝